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So...over a year after my last journal, I'm finally updating! I know it's long over-due! So...delivery of my second child went well. He was born healthy and well. I got through everything better than I did my FIRST child's birth! But after I came home...well...things went downhill for a bit. My kitty, who I had had since he was 4 weeks old, got into some poison and died my first full day home from the hospital. That ROYALLY sucked. He was my baby before I had human babies. There might be photos of him in here...I can't remember. If not, I'll be adding at least 1 or 2 if I can find the ones I'm thinking of. A year later, and I still miss him

I could vanish for a little while any day now. The new little one is due in a week. It's hard to believe it's snuck up on us so fast! So if I totally vanish for a few weeks, this baby is definitely the reason! We know he'll be coming soon. He's dropped, and I've had a few sets of false contractions the last few days as we've had some SERIOUS low pressure set in with nearly constant rain storms. I can feel that we're getting close...even if close could still be another two weeks. *laughs* I'm excited, and scared, and nervous, and happy, all at once. We've nearly got the house done, and I've gotten through 2 of 4-5 boxes of Nicolai's old clothe

Isn't it? Earlier this year my husband and I were hoping for him to get a 'permanent' job with health insurance so we could start trying for our second child. As things went, we're still waiting for that while he moves from one temp job to the next as soon as they end, just to keep money in the house. Because of this, we decide that even though we wanted a second child before now, we'll wait, and see how things go after his current temp job. We're careful, not wanting to add to a family we can barely support living like this, paycheck to paycheck, job to job, borrowing money from my in-laws to be sure that bills are payed, and there's food a